Write Into The Week
August 16, 2021
Week 1
What is one weird belief you had as a child?
When I was younger, I had a weird belief about debit cards. When you go to a store, and you are ready to check out the cashier will ask you to insert or swipe your card to pay. After doing so, the machine will typically ask you questions. One of the questions confirming the total cost and will most likely ask you a question along the lines of “is the amount $37.19 okay?”. I thought for years that if you selected the ‘no’ button, that it would then discount the cost of the product for the customer since they did not accept the final cost. I believed this all the way up until I was 16 years old. I had just gotten my first job at Panera Bread and my mom had finally let me get my first debit card. I took my brand-new debit card to the mall with one of my friends, ready to cheat the system and get my clothes for a discounted rate. I went to Hollister, picked out my clothes, and went to the checkout line. When the system asked me if the total was correct, I obviously clicked no. My card then got declined. It was that day that I realized there was, unfortunately, nothing I could do to change the cost of my clothes at checkout.
August 23, 2021
Week 2
What is one weird underrated quality you find attractive in a person? Why?
One super strange quality I find attractive in a person is when they are really handy. I have always been the type of girl to call my dad whenever there was any minor inconvenience in my life so I have never really learned how to fix anything on my own. (Although I do know how to change a tire :) ) However, when someone can just help me fix anything that I need done, I find that super attractive.
August 30, 2021
Week 3
If you could be born in another era in history, which would you choose? Why?
If I could be born in another era in history, I would probably choose the 80’s. Growing up, my mom would always listen to an “oldies” radio station that would play a lot of music from the 80’s. To this day, I still will voluntarily listen to music from that time. I used to be obsessed with the way they dressed, and I used to be obsessed with movies like The Breakfast Club. Despite just the 80’s I love the idea of times before technology. I think it is insanely interesting how different life is now versus before technology was implemented. No cell phones, no laptops. I think about COVID and think about how much we relied on technology to get us through quarantine. Online school, virtual meetings, everyone working from home, that pandemic would have been handled in a completely different way even if it would have been 10 years ago. This generation relies on technology for everything, and I think it would be really interesting to experience a decade where it isn’t that way.
September 8, 2021
Week 4
When I'm angry I tend to...
When I am angry, I tend to shut down. I shut everyone and everything out and completely shut myself down. I am not a very confrontational person, so it is one of my biggest fears to argue with someone. If someone or something gets me angry, instead of facing the problem head on, I choose to just keep my anger inside and not share what is bothering me. This is very problematic for me. Since I never release my anger or talk about my problems, it constantly feels like these emotions are building up inside of me and one day I am just going to explode. There are very few people that I am comfortable with to share what is bothering me because I feel like I am annoying them with my problems. On the other hand, I feel as though I am always the first person to ask other people what is going on with them and I am always the first person other people run to when complaining about their problems. When I am angry, I tend to release my emotions using sports or working out. My way of calming down includes setting up a tee and hitting softballs, going for a run, or going to the gym. Those are all activities I am capable of doing by myself and are easy ways to get my mind off of whatever is going on.
September 13, 2021
Week 5
If your life were a video game, which level would be the most difficult to get through? Why?
If my life were a video game, level 3 would be the most difficult in my opinion. I would best define my level 3 as my college years thus far. Before attending ISU, I went to a community college where I played softball. During these two years at my community college, I really had to teach myself balance. Between school, softball, and my social life, there were not enough hours in the day to do everything I wanted to do. So, I had to teach myself how to prioritize. No matter how much I did not want to do my schoolwork, I knew how important it was that that was my top priority.
Outside of my school experience, these past 3 years have been the most difficult for me on a personal level. From my parents splitting up and getting divorced, to my dad moving seven hours away from home, and experiencing death in a close friend, you can say these past 3 years have been nothing short of difficult. Also, due to attending community college and COVID hitting during my first year at ISU, I have never really experienced a true college experience. I am trying to take this year to learn how to enjoy myself at school and make enough friends that will help me enjoy the experience.
While it has been a hard few years, I would never trade my experiences for anything and I am so excited to see what the future holds for me.